"But one was a coper and the other was not. One had conscious and unconscious coping mechanisms: denial of danger, use of fantasy, positive thinking. The other, literally a plodder, failed to cope." from Dart Center on PTSD
In court Rov read a post on my blog from winter 2010 where I described the having "imaginary" friends. I will share the "official testimony" on my Mama Hawk PTSD website.
Imagination usage is a tool given to research workers that went overseas. After I whistle blew NOBODY would talk to me. I was alone almost all the times. People would see me and walk away. I got a call from one former friend saying " I know your telling the truth but I can't be friends with you because of my husbands job"
My blog www.girlintheblackhonda.com was started on June 4th 2009. Since the blog started I've had a LOT of time to put the "Puzzle Pieces" of my life together. Also others have contacted me to help "solve" the puzzle.
Being a low level researcher was not easy. I did not know "what" I was researching. I did NOT know who I worked for. I've learned that they're 4 layers and I will NEVER know. It's done that way to protect people that work in intelligence.
So my blog was a form of diary and Rob from NISSAN used my words from one of the most difficult times of my life to discredit me as a whistleblower: It was beyond disrespectful to ALL people that sacrifice parts of their lives to serve America. Although I was never in the military. I served America.
My data was given to people that made decisions that affected those that wear the uniform. Most of my time I was just a "friendly fixture" I attended conferences, dinners, parties, lunches, seminars, & I shopped. Because I communicated to people in social environments
I knew "who was talking to who." My role was "small" but I was source of "info" and when people are risking their lives they want to know who "really" is on their team. That said I got a LOT of info just in case "the worst" happened. I learned "how" to keep my mind busy IF I ever became a hostage. I feel a deep bond with Americas military because "like our troops" my travels were to promote Americas values and the quest for Freedom and Democracy. When i traveled I was a pair of "Ears for America".
Below is from the Dart Center
The second interview, with his associate, was far less comfortable. This man spoke guardedly, fearing foreign agents would overhear. He had no sense of humor and smoked nervously. During captivity, he counted bricks in his cell and paced. He had no way of occupying his mind.
The men were treated equally in confinement and released the same week. One celebrated freedom. The other was disabled and diminished. I do not recall that either had flashbacks, nightmares or intrusive recollections. Probably neither would have therefore qualified for the diagnosis of PTSD, (which was defined two years later). But one was a coper and the other was not. One had conscious and unconscious coping mechanisms: denial of danger, use of fantasy, positive thinking. The other, literally a plodder, failed to cope...."
PTSD 101 By Frank Ochberg
The Syndrome
The triad of disabling responses is:
- recurring intrusive recollections;
- emotional numbing and constriction of life activity and,
- a physiological shift in the fear threshold, affecting sleep, concentration, and sense of security.
PTSD should only be diagnosed when an event of major dimension - a searing, stunning, haunting event - has clearly occurred and is relived, despite strenuous attempts to avoid the memory.
- recurring intrusive recollections;
- emotional numbing and constriction of life activity and,
- a physiological shift in the fear threshold, affecting sleep, concentration, and sense of security.
Rob Traynam who was/is in Charge of NISSAN Security for the Americas said in Court that Sharyn Bovat the NISSAN Whistleblower was the 2nd biggest "threat" to NISSAN based on analytic reports. The "same" type of reports deemed 3 men as spies last year at Reanult. http://www.righteouslyrogue.com/Ghosn_s_Lies___Spies.html
.....
No comments:
Post a Comment